STAY AWAKE!!!

STPM is coming nearer and nearer..
SCARE about it..
am i really give up about it..
and just be dispirit like this..
YAYA!!!
really DISPIRIT!!!

LIM SOOK MUN!!!
wake up!!!
for you..
STPM is the MOST IMPORTANT thing for you right now!!!
concentrate on it!!!
and not others..
get it??!!
you get it???
continue your journey...
3 more weeks..
bear for 3 more weeks..
you will get your freedom..
you can do anything you want!!!

NO MORE outing..
NO MORE sleeping..
NO MORE facebook-ing..
just STUDY STUDY and STUDY..
NEVER GIVE UP!!!
but i know that..
i cant stop to go outing..
i cant control myself so that not to fall asleep..
and i cant even miss any single moment to stay on my Facebook..
WHAT TO DO??
but im NOT ADDICTED to Facebook..

well..
nothing much i can write over here..
everything can be overcome..
just need some time..
dont let other stuff affected myself!!!
BE TOUGH~~~

*while i was moody..
i saw it..
and it made me feel comfortable..
i would like to share it over here..

永不放弃..【Never GIVE UP!!】

想一想..
好像很久没用华语来写部落格了..
今天心血来潮..
有点灵感..
就写下了这篇文章..
想起之前去过的一个成长营..
里头真的让我学会了不少东西..
在那里..
曾经看过一个这样的短片..
跟大家分享一下哦..



看了这个短片..
大家心里..
想着什么呢??
每个人都有他自己的潜能..
只是自己没发觉到..
相信自己..
坚持一定能达到目的..
当然..
也要有个能够激励你的人..
在你身边支持者你..
让你有更大你力量!!!

在此..
我想告诉我的朋友们..
要相信自己..
要坚持..
锁定一个目标..
往那个目标出发..
发挥自己的潜能..
途中虽然会遇上困难..
可是..
千万别放弃!!!
如果放弃..
就注定你们一辈子都失败..
勇敢地走下去吧..
你们一定会走到目的地的..
还有我会给予你们支持..
直到你们达到目标..
大家为自己的理想而加油吧!!!!!

*SEI* in MUET~~

well..
today i have my MUET exam at my school..
this is the second time for me to take this exam..
*paiseh*
because not satisfied with my previous result..
[i just got a BAND3 in the previous exam]
it is not the result i want..
i target at least must get a BAND4!!!

actually..
i didnt prepare for it..
dont ask me why..
just because im LAZY!!!
no other reason...
XD
the day before i exam..
i on9 till about 1am..
and chatting with FIONA and my lovely MUI..
miss you a lot...
as we really long time didnt see each other..
*sob sob*
when we can meet each other??!!
>.<*

the exam started with the reading comprehension..
the duration to answer that paper is 1 hour and 30 minutes..
on the half way i answering the questions..
i started to feel sleepy..
[because sleep too late.. XD]
i finished answering the questions in about 1 hour..
YEAH!!
still got another 30 minutes..
so i just took a nap..
feel so GOOD!!
hehe~~~
after the paper ended..
i was beat by that stupid YOGURT!!
not necessary to beat me what..
i just slept in the exam..
and didnt do anything wrong..
=.=""
I HATE YOU!!!
XD

for the coming paper..
writing and listening..
i even dont have 1 minute to rest..
especially in the listening paper..
huh~~~~
must pay all the attention in it..
if not sure cant answer the question..

seriously..
the exam for this time is EASIER than previous want..
really NOT FAIR!!!
compare to this exam..
the previous exam was SUPER DUPER HARD!!!
but hopefully..
can get a better BAND in this time..

*p/s:-
CONGRATES to FIONA WONG because being grandma for the SECOND TIME..
you are getting older adi..
XD

for my mui..
as a lot of incidents happened in UTAR..
you must take good care of yourself ya..^^

TENSION make me CRY..

STUDY STUDY STUDY~~~
beside study..
i dont think i have other things to do..
as STPM is nearer and nearer..
ARGH!!!
FORCE myself to study..
im lost..
im moody..
im tension..
i really dont know what to do..
FEELING DEAD!!!

while i was doing my makroekonomi..
i didnt know how to answer the question..
TENSION TENSION and TENSION!!!
god!!!
i need to solve it..
i must solve it!!!
IT IS A MUST!!!
i told myself..
i keep thinking how to solve it..
but i FAILED!!!
USELESS!!!
by the time..
my tears dropped..
started to cry~~~~
dont know why..
why i cried??
*sigh*

since i couldnt solve it..
i took out my hand phone..
started snap photo..
YA!!!
i love the most..
snap and snap and snap...
lastly..
i felt better..
and continued my makroekonomi..

thanks a lot to kah meii because gave me a hand while i really lost..
hehe..
taught me how to solve the problem..
thanks again..

*here are some of the photos i took...^^

FREAKING UNLUCKY!!!

whats going wrong today??
really really not my day!!!
well..
after finished school..
get into my car and wanna go for my lunch with my brother..
since that time i was reversed my car..
and my brother was talking with me..
i didnt notice that..
there was a motorcycle behind us..
OMG!!!
crashed on the stupid motorcycle..
get down from the car and see whats going on..
aikzz..
its my fault that didnt see clearly and crashed on it..
need to pay for it after the motorcyclist send his motorcycle to repair..
damn moody with it..
but still need to face the truth..
what to do?!

going slimmer and slimmer??

i admitted that i was quite chubby..
last time..
but recently..
everyone is saying me that im getting slimmer n slimmer..
SWEAT =.=
is that true??
LOL..
i dont think so..
anyway..
maybe they didnt see me for so long..
so they think i become slimmer and slimmer..
and become GOOD-LOOKING..
this is the main point for me..
[just kidding]
wakaka XD

i wanna clarify about this..
im NOT purposely cut down my weight..
YA..NOT PURPOSELY!!!
but how come my weight will lose??
dont ask me..
i also dont know whats going on...
but Fiona said that..
YOU always didnt eat..
thats why YOU will lose weight..
[YOU=ME]
she REPEATED many times..
wakaka..
hmm~~~
i just didnt eat my meal when im moody or dont have appetite..
hehe XP


*p/s:
recently..
i can eat well and sleep well..
my mood is getting better since you all always by my side..

complicated...

sometimes
i really dont understand what im thinking about..
when im thinking about LOVE stuff
i freaking moody..
i try to do my best..
but i will never be the best..
i never know what you all need..
YA!!
thats right..
i never understand..
NEVER NEVER NEVER..
im such a idiot that NEVER understand what they need..
FAILURE..

i keep asking myself..
what im doing right now??
is all those things right??
or
im doing the wrong things??
COMPLICATED..
i lost myself..
i cant find my way...
i lost..
TOTALLY LOST!!!
i need to find a way out..
GOD~~
help me..
please give me a hand..

i cant let myself lost..
i still have other things that havent be done..
i should forget all the things..
i have try hard but i failed..
its not easy to be forgotten..
i know that..
everything is just keep in my mind..
im tired..
and im suffering from those stress n tiredness..
when can i let off all the things??



this is the song which i think can express my feeling..
*sigh*
just pretend to be happy~~~
nobody will know about the sadness inside my heart..

BORED~~

huh~~
what a super duper boring life i havent been before..
everyday in class..
i seem like a dead body..
or known as ZOMBIE~~
wakaka..
halloween is coming..
but it doesnt celebrate in our country..
>.<

freaking boring my god!!!
everyday just sitting in the class..
and im the only chinese in the class..
whereas the others are malay..
what to do..
just mix with them and chat a bit..
1 MALAYSIA what..
wakaka XD
but please dont misunderstood..
im NOT a malay..
im a PURE chinese..
CHINESE ok???

p/s-
pity to my beloved brother..
hand phone was snatched by prefects even though he is also a prefect..
not only him but still have another 2 friends..
they tried to get it back but the MR HO (our principal) didnt give them back their hand phones..
LOL..
need to wait for 2 weeks..
*sigh*
trying not to bring hand phone on coming days~~~ XD

stress??

going to exam soon..
but i havent well-prepared for it..
dont know what to do..
GOD!!!
help me please~~~
*sob sob*

i really stress..
too much incidents happened this few weeks and made me depress..
besides that..
im going to be mad with all these problem..
how to settle it??
it takes time..
and i really feel helpless..
i cant even sleep at night..
and cant even eat every single meal..
aikzzz..
who can help me???

a lot of friends have advice me..
tam me...
*touching*
thanks a lot all my dear dear friends..
wakaka..
even though i still not in good condition..
especially when im alone..

i tried to concentrate on my study..
but i cant..
i keep thinking of my own problems..
it drives me mad!!!!
argh~~~
how can i let off all of these troubles..
it's hard!!!
stress..
make me stress..........
@.@

tell me what is LOVE~~

im back..
back to my blog..
but..
no idea what to write..
aikzz..

well..
LOVE is a complicated stuff..
make people happy..
and make people sad..
but still have people fall in love..
WHY??!!
i ask myself..
but no answer..

we get hurt because of LOVE..
we need time to recover..
but..
can we forget it??
NO..
NEVER..
there is a scar..
and will feel pain..
as you think back your past..
even we get hurt..
but we still wanna LOVE..
STUBBORN??
or our life will dull WITHOUT love??

*actually.. i dont know what im talking about...
concentrate on my study because STPM is coming around the corner..
haiz~~~