NEW YEAR NEW BEGIN..

now only update my blog..
it is 3rd of January, 2010..
think of a lot of things to write..
but when i come here and wanna write out it..
all idea gone..
whats wrong with me??!!
is it because of too long time dint read or study??!!
LOL..
no comment..
=.=""

well..
just talk about Christmas..
most of them ask me..
where you go for Countdown..
NO..
i dint go anywhere..
and i just stay at home..
XD
about the New Year..
the same place i Countdown..
my home again..
dont feell weird about it..
i use to do that..
COUNTDOWN AT HOME..

for a new year, 2010..
a new begin for me..
leave the school..
and have my new life..
is it a new life??!!
or still the ordinary life just like usual..
never have changes..

气啊!!!!

死人臭鸡婆!!!
你到底什么事情啊??!!!
我好像没有得罪到你啊!!
为什么你的嘴巴就不能收敛一下呢??
吃到那么老了..
一点口德也没有..
干脆不要做人好了啦!!!
东西可以乱吃..
可是话不要乱讲!!!
这样子的道理你还不懂吗??
拜托一下..
说话别这么难听好不好..
什么我妈妈生多了一个儿子???
顶你的啊!!
没有看过踢比是不是??
算了吧..
你这样子的乡下人..
满脚牛屎的女人..
还是没有见识过的..
我原谅你的无知..
可是..
请别这样说话来中伤我!!
因为你这种无知妇孺的话..
把我搞得很惨!!!
一点衣着自由也没了!!!
我恨你!!!
恨你恨你恨你啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Speechless..

what im going to write here?
no idea..
just wanna crap here..
what mood am i having right now..
i cant even describe it..
complicated!!

i miss you i miss you..
i miss you badly..
hope can hug you right now..
hug you tightly..
but you are not around..
it is only a dream..
i can only hug you in my dream..
wake up from dream..
and i still alone..

thought having my freedom after those tough time..
but NO..
NO such thing..
having a regular schedule everyday..
wake up => work => rest => work => sleep
godness..
any entertain for me?!!
should i plan something for myself that could make me feel free and happy?
without parents' control..
ARGH!!!
dont like to have parental control..
i just wanna be myself!!!!

just hope that i can relax myself..
dont stress dont stress..
that will only make me down..
but
can i??!!
*confuse*

FREEDOM

FINALLY...
FINALLY...
FINALLY......
finally i have finished my STPM!!!
wow~~~
what a tough time to past..
but lastly..
i have past it..
and now..
i got my freedom that i dream for long time ago!!!
wee~~~~

well..
there are few plans after my exam..
firstly..
i will go to GENTING HIGHLAND..
yahoo...
so i will not be around for 2 days..
12th and 13th December..

secondly..
i will go for a swim on 15th December..
anyone wanna join??!!
wakaka..
the place still not decide yet..
either Ipoh Tambun or Sungkai TRAP..

thirdly..
the plan that have been cancelled..
aikzzz..
a bit sad about it..
plan to go to Malacca..
but due to that stupid YOGURT aka SUSU BASI cant go..
it becomes a visionally plan.. T.T

fourthly..
there is a camp at Klang on 19th and 20th December..
still thinking wanna go or not..
huhu..
but i miss the Langkawi camp that held on 10th to 14th December..
Taekwondo leadership and fitness camp..
miss Taekwondo a lot.. XD

fifthly..
who can suggest any place to go during Christmas or countdown for New Year??!!
it could be my fifth plan..
XD

it is so free when free of exam..
and free of study..
but the life still go on..
am I wasting my time now for doing something meaningless??
wakaka..
but i feel happy and relax to do so..
=D

无题11

爱
不是付出
就一定有收获
爱
不是承诺
而是一种表现
爱
或许甜蜜
或许也会痛苦
爱
没有它真正的定义
它的定义
在于每个人的想法

有多少人
因为爱
而伤透了心
也有些人
因为爱
而找到幸福

每件事情
都只有一个结局
而爱情
也不例外
分开或一起
痛苦或幸福
没人能懂
怎样的结局
操控在自己的手里
而不是命运而主宰
所有的事情
都该自己努力争取
包括自己的幸福....

STPM!!!!!

18 November 2009 Rabu
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Bahasa Cina 1
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Bahasa Tamil 1
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Syariah 1 (Fikah dan Usul Fikah)
2:00ptg – 4:30ptg Computing 1
2:00ptg – 4:00ptg SeniVisual 4 (Teori Penghasilan Karya)

19 November 2009 Khamis
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Bahasa Arab 1
8:00 pg – 9:00pg Physics 4 (Written Prectical Test)
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Sains Sukan 1
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Perakaunan 1
2:00ptg – 4:00ptg Biology 2 (Structure and Essay)

23 November 2009 Isnin
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Pengajian Am 2 (Esei)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Bahasa Cina 2
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Bahasa Tamil 2
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Syariah 2 (Ayat Ahkam dan Hadis Ahkam)

24 November 2009 Selasa
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Kesusasteraan Melayu 1 (Kesusasteraan Melayu Tradisional)
8:00 pg – 10:30pg Chemistry 2 (Structure and Essay)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Sejarah 1 (Tamadun Dunia hingga tahun 1800)

25 November 2009 Rabu
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Bahasa Arab 2
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Mathematics S 1
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Mathematics T 1
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Literature in English1 (Shakespeare and Other British Writers)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Usuluddin1 (Tauhid dan Mantik)

26 November 2009 Khamis
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Bahasa Malaysia 2 (Esei)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Pengajian Perniagaan 1
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Further Mathematics T 1

30 November 2009 Isnin
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Sejarah 2 (Sejarah Malaysia, Asia Tenggara, Asia Selatan dan Asia Timur, 1800-1963)
8:00 pg – 10:30pg Physics 2 (Structure and Essay)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Ekonomi 1 (Mikroekonomi)

1 Disember 2009 Selasa
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Geografi 1 (Alam Sekitar Fizikal)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Mathematics S 1
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Mathematics T 1

2 Disember 2009 Rabu
8:00 pg – 9:00pg Biology 4 (Written Practical Test)
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Seni Visual 2 (Lukisan)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Ekonomi 2 (Makroekonomi)

3 Disember 2009 Khamis
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Pengajian Perniagaan 2
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Geografi 2 (Alam Sekitar Manusia)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Further Mathematics T 2

7 Disember 2009 Isnin
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Usuluddin 2 (Ulum Al-Quran dan Ulum Al-Hadis)
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Perakaunan 2
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Kesusasteraan Melayu 2 (Kesusasteraan Melayu Moden)
2:00ptg – 3:45ptg Biology 1 (Multiple-choice)

8 Disember 2009 Selasa
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Literature in English 2 (New Literatures in English)
8:00 pg – 10:30pg Computing 2
2:00ptg – 3:00ptg Chemistry 4 (Written Prectical Test)
2:00ptg – 5:00ptg Seni Visual 1 (Teori Seni Visual)

9 Disember 2009 Rabu
8:00 pg – 9:45pg Physics 1 (Multiple-choice)
8:00 pg – 11:00pg Sains Sukan 2
2:00ptg – 4:00ptg Pengajian Am 1 (Aneka Pilihan)

10 Disember 2009 Khamis
8:00 pg – 9:45pg Chemistry 1 (Multiple-choice)
2:00ptg – 4:00ptg Bahasa Malaysia 1 (Aneka Pilihan)

ps:-
to all my beloved friends..
good luck in your exam..
and fight together for our future..
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

APPEARANCE is NOT IMPORTANT

APPEARANCE of oneself is not the most important thing in one's life..
it is just a physical look..
and it will change from time to time..
we do not have a choice on how pretty or ugly we will be perceived as..
but..
some of the people spend a lot of time trying to look pretty..
YA..
a good physical appearance can attract a lot of people..
a people may become popular due to his/her good appearance..
well-known and well-liked..
but..
is it important??!!!
many people say that..
appearance is important when we go for interview..
i agree with this because it is important to leave a good impression for the interviewer..
but..
good personality must come together with good appearance..
is it possible to have good appearance with good personality??
>.<""

i dont have a good appearance..
but i do appreciate with what i have now..
at least..
im not handicapped..
i still have the ability to do my own things..
being good-looking doesnt necessarily mean that oneself has a good heart right??
The Bible says that
"People look at the outward appearance but God looks at the heart"
so..
the most important thing is not the appearance..
but is a good heart..

ps:-
SPECIAL FOR BUI and TRACY:-
dont judge a book by its cover..
the first impressions are not always enough to judge other people

EXTREMELY DEPRESSED..

DEPRESSED DEPRESSED DEPRESSED
stop it!!!
please...
dont force me anymore..
i havent finish my exam..
please..
PLEASE...
dont force me..
i already face a lot of stress..
i NEED time to settle it..

you all always decided for me..
WHY you all like to do like this??
do you all think about my feeling??
how i feel??
do you all know??
SUFFER SUFFER and SUFFER!!
you all never think about me..
everything you all decided..
i MUST do it..
it is a MUST!!!
i HATE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know??
i really HATE!!!!

going to England??
should i go??
just follow what you all planned for me??
can i make my own decision??
to stay here??
i really dont wanna go so far..
far away from home..
far away from YOU..
i miss YOU..
i do miss YOU..
miss YOU badly~~~

STAY AWAKE!!!

STPM is coming nearer and nearer..
SCARE about it..
am i really give up about it..
and just be dispirit like this..
YAYA!!!
really DISPIRIT!!!

LIM SOOK MUN!!!
wake up!!!
for you..
STPM is the MOST IMPORTANT thing for you right now!!!
concentrate on it!!!
and not others..
get it??!!
you get it???
continue your journey...
3 more weeks..
bear for 3 more weeks..
you will get your freedom..
you can do anything you want!!!

NO MORE outing..
NO MORE sleeping..
NO MORE facebook-ing..
just STUDY STUDY and STUDY..
NEVER GIVE UP!!!
but i know that..
i cant stop to go outing..
i cant control myself so that not to fall asleep..
and i cant even miss any single moment to stay on my Facebook..
WHAT TO DO??
but im NOT ADDICTED to Facebook..

well..
nothing much i can write over here..
everything can be overcome..
just need some time..
dont let other stuff affected myself!!!
BE TOUGH~~~

*while i was moody..
i saw it..
and it made me feel comfortable..
i would like to share it over here..

永不放弃..【Never GIVE UP!!】

想一想..
好像很久没用华语来写部落格了..
今天心血来潮..
有点灵感..
就写下了这篇文章..
想起之前去过的一个成长营..
里头真的让我学会了不少东西..
在那里..
曾经看过一个这样的短片..
跟大家分享一下哦..



看了这个短片..
大家心里..
想着什么呢??
每个人都有他自己的潜能..
只是自己没发觉到..
相信自己..
坚持一定能达到目的..
当然..
也要有个能够激励你的人..
在你身边支持者你..
让你有更大你力量!!!

在此..
我想告诉我的朋友们..
要相信自己..
要坚持..
锁定一个目标..
往那个目标出发..
发挥自己的潜能..
途中虽然会遇上困难..
可是..
千万别放弃!!!
如果放弃..
就注定你们一辈子都失败..
勇敢地走下去吧..
你们一定会走到目的地的..
还有我会给予你们支持..
直到你们达到目标..
大家为自己的理想而加油吧!!!!!