Tired~~

For how long i didnt update my blog..
For how long i didnt on9 and chat with my friends..
For how long.........
Huh~~~
Finally...finish my trial exam..
TOUGH+TIRED+TENSION
aka 3T
Wakaka..
With a tired body..
Without a soul...
Feeling dead...
How can i live in such sucking life??!!!
ISH!!!
I hate this...
Still have 6 more weeks..
STPM is coming..
Still dont have confident..
Haiz..
4flat??!!
I know it's not easy but im trying..
Trying to do my best..
Last chance for me to prove that im not a useless people!!!
Well....
For people who look down at me..
Try to change your mind..
Im not such useless as you think that im..
YOU ARE WRONG!!!
I will prove that...
No matter how tired..
How tough..
Or even how tension..
I will do my best..
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!!
Wakaka... XD

eternal love

my dear..
i know the distance between us is quite far..
and we do not have chance to meet each other always..
even though we always argue..
just because of small matter..
but the relationship between us still good..
every couple will have quarrel..
and as long as they love each other..
a quarrel will make them more understand each other..
same case with us..
well..
i know that i cant do everything for you..
but i will love you with all my heart..
as long as i still alive..
this is a promise..

yesterday night..
before you sleep..
you said that your ex call you again..
but you didnt pick up the phone..
you scare..
she message you..
and you didnt reply..
because you fell asleep..
i realized that..
i am scare too..
i scare i will lose you..
whole night..
i cant sleep..
i scare she will disturb you..
i worry about you..

dear..
i know that you wont leave me..
because you love me..
the love between us..
still strong..
hope that it will last..
FOREVER..
*forever is never over!!!

Dont judge me from the way I treat YOU!!

well..
im really angry with all these..
if you really not satisfied with the way i treat you..
then you straight away come and talk to me..
im not a people that simply can let you scold or comment..
IM NOT!!!
and dont even message to my friend..
im COOL!!
yes..
thats right..
im a cool people..
as you dont even come to talk to me..
then just keep your mouth shut..
i wouldnt simply go and talk to you..
and i have my own right not to tell you anything about me..
and please dont force me to do anything that i dont like to do..
once you force me..
i will feel antipathy to you..
thats me..
and dont say that i only treat you cool..
i treat other people just in the same way!!!
not only you!!!
so..
please dont judge me..
from the way i treat you..
if people dont come to talk with me..
i seldom will talk with them..
thats me..
SMALL MOUTH!!!
just being myself...

09-09-09 [幸福的一天]

09-09-09的今天..
每一百年才有的那么一天..
实在是珍贵..
也谢谢贝贝来陪我..
让我开心了一天..
有贝贝陪伴的时间..
总是很快就过去..

我和贝贝..
总是形影不离..
因为我爱贴着贝贝..
贝贝也贴着我..
就算在车里..
也喜欢握住对方的手..
^^

在和贝贝用了早餐之后..
就去兜风了..
过后才回家一下下..
才出门去看电影[final destination 4]
哇佬..
很不错一下..
有够恐怖+恶心
全部都死完..
哈哈哈..
[坏心肠的我]
贝贝也说我很坏哦
看戏期间..
吓到了..
贝贝的妈咪信息来要载贝贝放学..
啊!!
我的天啊..
还好聪明的贝贝找借口推掉了..
我们的计划..
也没被他揭穿..
哈哈哈..

看完戏戏..
也是时候载贝贝回家了..
途中..
贝贝已经睡了..
睡得很熟很甜..
很可爱..^^
而我们的手..
也一直握住..
不曾放开..
直到半路..
贝贝醒了..
也开始跟我聊天啦啦啦..
wee~~~

因为我肚子饿饿..
所以贝贝带我去吃mcd噜..
可是胃胃很不听话..
竟然胃痛起来..
啊!!
真的有够痛啊..
飙汗~~~~
我的mc chicken..
也吃不下了..

上到车..
贝贝就找药药给我..
因为我的胃药都放在车里..
吃了药..
还是痛..
真的忍受不了..
T.T

由贝贝带路回家..
因为我不熟那里的路..
嘻嘻..
到家时..
贝贝给了我小熊饼!!!
我最爱的小熊饼!!
哈哈哈..
好开心哦..
可是..
有点不舍得吃哦..
贝贝送我的小熊饼叻..
哈哈..
一支糖果..
还有..
我们一人一个的moo moo 水瓶..
一本作者为‘橘子’的小说..
都是我喜欢的..
谢谢贝贝...
么么..
虽然分离时..
有些不舍..
可是..
真心相爱的话..
再远的距离..
心也是最近的..
是吗???

moo moo 水瓶


糖果+小熊饼


ps:-
今天..
终于把戒指戴在贝贝手上了..
贝贝也送了我牌子吊饰..
上面刻着的..
永远都是我们的承诺..^^

是不是我的错??

是不是一切
都因我而起
是不是一切
都是我的错

我不懂你想着什么..
我不懂你要些什么..
我就是这样
什么都不懂
什么都不会
并不是我什么都不想做
只是我不明白你想我怎样
我无能为力
每次都是因为我不懂
搞到大家都很不开心
其实
我很想知道
我不懂的
到底是什么
我猜不透

我并没有想过要放弃..
因为我不想放弃..
可以教我怎么做你才满意吗??

永远的失败者

最近..
累得让我透不过气..
压力逼着来..
我可以做些什么??
一个人撑得就快垮了..
身体也不太好..
很难受..
贝贝..
多希望你会在..

最近都贝贝跟比比好像有点不妥..
是比比让贝贝累了吗??
是比比让贝贝辛苦了吗??
我们之间是怎样了??
冷了淡了陌生了??
是这样吗??
比不想..
真的不想就这样..
或许比就不适合当一个情人..
比就是那么的失败..
永远不会懂贝贝要的是什么..

学习坚强..
原来也是没用..
晚上一个人哭..
因为噩梦而哭了..
心里很怕..
真的怕【她】会把贝抢走..
我的心..
就快承受不住了..
好几次都会突然停止跳动..
或者跳的很快..
很痛很难受..
救命~~~~

p/s:-
世上还有永恒的爱吗??
难道爱一个人就是那么难??
爱上了就不能自拔..
你已成了我的选择..
而我还是一样的会好好爱着你..
永远不变..
决不放弃你..