going slimmer and slimmer??

i admitted that i was quite chubby..
last time..
but recently..
everyone is saying me that im getting slimmer n slimmer..
SWEAT =.=
is that true??
LOL..
i dont think so..
anyway..
maybe they didnt see me for so long..
so they think i become slimmer and slimmer..
and become GOOD-LOOKING..
this is the main point for me..
[just kidding]
wakaka XD

i wanna clarify about this..
im NOT purposely cut down my weight..
YA..NOT PURPOSELY!!!
but how come my weight will lose??
dont ask me..
i also dont know whats going on...
but Fiona said that..
YOU always didnt eat..
thats why YOU will lose weight..
[YOU=ME]
she REPEATED many times..
wakaka..
hmm~~~
i just didnt eat my meal when im moody or dont have appetite..
hehe XP


*p/s:
recently..
i can eat well and sleep well..
my mood is getting better since you all always by my side..

complicated...

sometimes
i really dont understand what im thinking about..
when im thinking about LOVE stuff
i freaking moody..
i try to do my best..
but i will never be the best..
i never know what you all need..
YA!!
thats right..
i never understand..
NEVER NEVER NEVER..
im such a idiot that NEVER understand what they need..
FAILURE..

i keep asking myself..
what im doing right now??
is all those things right??
or
im doing the wrong things??
COMPLICATED..
i lost myself..
i cant find my way...
i lost..
TOTALLY LOST!!!
i need to find a way out..
GOD~~
help me..
please give me a hand..

i cant let myself lost..
i still have other things that havent be done..
i should forget all the things..
i have try hard but i failed..
its not easy to be forgotten..
i know that..
everything is just keep in my mind..
im tired..
and im suffering from those stress n tiredness..
when can i let off all the things??



this is the song which i think can express my feeling..
*sigh*
just pretend to be happy~~~
nobody will know about the sadness inside my heart..

BORED~~

huh~~
what a super duper boring life i havent been before..
everyday in class..
i seem like a dead body..
or known as ZOMBIE~~
wakaka..
halloween is coming..
but it doesnt celebrate in our country..
>.<

freaking boring my god!!!
everyday just sitting in the class..
and im the only chinese in the class..
whereas the others are malay..
what to do..
just mix with them and chat a bit..
1 MALAYSIA what..
wakaka XD
but please dont misunderstood..
im NOT a malay..
im a PURE chinese..
CHINESE ok???

p/s-
pity to my beloved brother..
hand phone was snatched by prefects even though he is also a prefect..
not only him but still have another 2 friends..
they tried to get it back but the MR HO (our principal) didnt give them back their hand phones..
LOL..
need to wait for 2 weeks..
*sigh*
trying not to bring hand phone on coming days~~~ XD

stress??

going to exam soon..
but i havent well-prepared for it..
dont know what to do..
GOD!!!
help me please~~~
*sob sob*

i really stress..
too much incidents happened this few weeks and made me depress..
besides that..
im going to be mad with all these problem..
how to settle it??
it takes time..
and i really feel helpless..
i cant even sleep at night..
and cant even eat every single meal..
aikzzz..
who can help me???

a lot of friends have advice me..
tam me...
*touching*
thanks a lot all my dear dear friends..
wakaka..
even though i still not in good condition..
especially when im alone..

i tried to concentrate on my study..
but i cant..
i keep thinking of my own problems..
it drives me mad!!!!
argh~~~
how can i let off all of these troubles..
it's hard!!!
stress..
make me stress..........
@.@

tell me what is LOVE~~

im back..
back to my blog..
but..
no idea what to write..
aikzz..

well..
LOVE is a complicated stuff..
make people happy..
and make people sad..
but still have people fall in love..
WHY??!!
i ask myself..
but no answer..

we get hurt because of LOVE..
we need time to recover..
but..
can we forget it??
NO..
NEVER..
there is a scar..
and will feel pain..
as you think back your past..
even we get hurt..
but we still wanna LOVE..
STUBBORN??
or our life will dull WITHOUT love??

*actually.. i dont know what im talking about...
concentrate on my study because STPM is coming around the corner..
haiz~~~